Of course. [He doesn't hesitate. The things he's done already...they're depraved. This is positively pure by comparison - helping his moirail. What could be better for him to do?
Awkwardly, he reaches up and touches her hand on his shoulder, giving it a squeeze] You must tell me how you want me to do this...
[She is surprised by how certain he sounds, surprised, but glad and a bit of tension leaves her shoulders. She is also grateful from his seeming readiness to be patient. Nepeta ponders his comment, uncertain of how she wanted to go about this. ]
I will
[Nothing came to mind for now. In truth she thought it best not to overthink things and just act. Overthinking things was always what had made her so tongue-tied and hesitant when it came to approaching Karkat, and she felt it would be no different in this situation. The young troll laced her fingers with Equius' and scooted closer, nuzzling his cheek before pressing a kiss to it]
[There's an inkling in his mind that it's important that he not be selfish, this time. It's Nepeta's first time. He knows how important it was for his own time that Horuss be kind and generous with him. Now it's his turn.
He shifts closer and lifts his hand, cupping her cheek, then running his fingers into her hair. His thumb rubs up one thick, pointed horn]
[It's nice, just being close. Simple affection was something Nepeta had always enjoyed giving, even if she usually only directed it to Equius or in some cases Terezi. To have it be returned like this was new, and very nice.
Yet she hadn't been expecting just how nice, and when Equius' thumb brushes against one of her horns she makes a small noise of surprise. She unconsciously leans into his hand, her nuzzling stilling for a moment.]
[She shifts so she can settle properly on his lap, legs wrapping a little around his waist. It was quite a strange sensation to describe. Sure, Nepeta may or may not have read a fanfic or two in which some horn fondling might have occurred. The strange, pleasant hum so often described in them filled her body now, but it was one thing to read about it. Another thing entirely to experience it for herself.]
It's very good. [Her voice is quiet, almost as if he's afraid that speaking to loudly will ruin the moment. Her eyes open and she takes the moment to look at her moirail. Her grey eyes, speckled with bits of green looked into his and she gave him another bump on the nose before gently pressing her lips to his]
[It's so odd to do this. It's not that she's not attractive to him. But there's something different about this.
Suddenly, it occurs to him that, this time, he's actually with someone he pities. Every other person he's been with has been a friend, an enemy, or someone he really couldn't care less about. He truly doesn't want her to be hurt, at all, in his hands.
He leans into the kiss, and when she pulls back, he shifts his hand to the back of her neck.]
[She counts herself lucky that she has Equius here with her. She's not certain she would have been able to go through with something like this with someone she was close to.
Nepeta places one last kiss to the corner of his mouth before doing as directed, bowing her hair and allowing dark tendrils to obscure her face. Meanwhile she takes the moment to start exploring him, running her hands down his chest slowly, as if she's trying to commit every muscle and contour to memory by touch. She traces his sign lightly with her fingers, before continuing on.]
[Equius is just happy to have her, here, and even more happy to be able to help her in some way. He always wanted to do that, to protect her, but he sometimes worried that he was heavy-handed and awkward in the way he did it.
He shivers a little at the touch of her hands, but leans closer and mouths over one of her thick, short horns, swirling his tongue over the hard keratin.]
[Her grip on Equius' shirt tightened, bunching up the material. She drew in a shuddering breath, surprised by how different this feels from any sensation she has experienced before. How good.
Green suffused her cheeks and she could feel a warmth building between her legs.]
[Equius closes his eyes, glad to hear her reacting with pleasure to what he's doing. He suckles a little harder, licking around the horn right at the scalp.
[By the time he pulls away Nepeta's head is buzzing and she's all a flustered. She had never expected to be drawn into what they were doing this much, but now even her usual shyness was beginning to ebb away.
At Equius' encouragement the olive troll lifted her head to smile at him, before ducking it once more, this time to press more kisses against his neck, brushing her fangs against his skin.
Her hands dropped to the hem of his shirt]
Can I..? [The question is murmured against his skin. He may have already given her free reign, but she still wants to be certain and only idly tugged it upwards.]
Yes, you may. [The permission is given softly, in a fervent tone, but he hasn't lost his dignity at least. He even has the presence of mind for a grammar lesson. He turns his head to lip at her earlobe, then licks gently up the shell of her ear to the tip]
[In other circumstances Nepeta might have been bothered by his nit picking, but it was just so him to correct her grammar even in a situation like this.]
May I. [She corrected herself, after stifling some laughter.
The attention he gives to her ear elicits a small purring noise from her, but now that she has been given the go ahead she pulls away. Her hands sneak underneath his shirt, warm and caressing. Once they reach up to his shoulders, shirt hitched up by her wrists, she moves to pull it off completely.]
[He nickers in response, enjoying the sounds. As she tries to pull his shirt off, he draws back and cooperates, raising his arms so she can remove his shirt. In response, he reaches out and tugs her overshirt down off her shoulders, so he can draw it off.
As he does so, he kisses her lightly on the cheek]
[The large garment slides off easily, leaving her in her shirt from home which was beginning to see some wear. For a moment she considers taking it off, but dismisses the idea, still feeling a bit self conscious about being that exposed.
Instead she takes a moment to slide Equius' shades up so they rested on his head, allowing her to see his eyes.]
Much better.
[Nepeta liked to think she was able to gauge Equius' feelings even without being able to see his eyes, but it was still nice to. Especially when they were so pretty. It really did strike her in this moment just how attractive her moirail was. Things she had always admired about him--his strength, his physique, yet that gentleness and understanding took on such a different light.
Her hands, warm and slightly roughened by labor which hadn't ceased in their exploration or caresses now dipped down farther to press against the crotch of his pants]
[His eyes widen and he makes an abortive motion to pull his shades back down, but at the last moment he lets her do it. His eyes flick away, his demeanor more shy now that he feels exposed. Odd that he feels more exposed this way, with his emotions on display, than he does in various sexual positions.]
I'm glad you approve.
[He lifts a hand to cup her breast, swallowing hard as she caresses him between his legs]
[Nepeta could sense the shift in demeanor, and found it kind of cute but passed on commenting, not wanting to make him feel more self conscious.
The hand to her breast makes her bloodpusher skip faster and she unconsciously leans into it, wanting to feel more. Her arousal is making her panties stick to her nook in a way that's beginning to feel uncomfortable but she ignores it for the time being.
Her fingers now travel back up to the hem of Equius' pants, this time slipping underneath them in a deliberately slow manner. She's still a little uncertain of what is and isn't okay to do]
[The word escapes as just a tiny bit more than a breath as her fingers slide into his pants. His bulge reacts immediately to the lightest touch, and coils around her fingers eagerly. Equius might be schoolfeeding Nepeta right now, but he always reacts to touch with enthusiasm, likely because he was so starved from it for the majority of his life.
His fingers squeeze her breast tighter, as if to encourage sweet ambrosial liquid to come forth, but nothing comes. Still, he bends down a bit and suckles at the nipple, lapping at the sensitive nub with his tongue]
[Nepeta allows for the tentacle to coil around her fingers, twining it between some so she could carefully grip it and give it a gentle squeeze. It was a bit difficult. Nepeta wasn't certain what amount of pressure was okay, and erred more on the side of caution--even then it was difficult with how slippery it was.
Yet she experiments, running her fingers along its underside when she could, pinching the very tip of it where it was smallest, all the while very carefully noting his reactions.
Or at the very least trying to. It was difficult to when he was inciting such sensations in her. She mewls, arching her back when his warm tongue passes over her nipple.]
[Equius gasps a bit as Nepeta manipulates his bulge. He gives a little moan of pleasure as she runs her fingers over it, then jumps a bit at the pinch, then adds a heartfelt groan in response.
All this is muffled against her breast as he likewise listens closely to her responses and tailors the movements of his mouth to that. Cautiously, he adds a bit of teeth, the points digging into her skin, though not enough to draw blood. He enjoys pain quite a bit when paired with pleasure, does she as well?]
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But is that something you would be comfortable doing?
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Awkwardly, he reaches up and touches her hand on his shoulder, giving it a squeeze] You must tell me how you want me to do this...
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I will
[Nothing came to mind for now. In truth she thought it best not to overthink things and just act. Overthinking things was always what had made her so tongue-tied and hesitant when it came to approaching Karkat, and she felt it would be no different in this situation. The young troll laced her fingers with Equius' and scooted closer, nuzzling his cheek before pressing a kiss to it]
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He shifts closer and lifts his hand, cupping her cheek, then running his fingers into her hair. His thumb rubs up one thick, pointed horn]
I'll be gentle.
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Yet she hadn't been expecting just how nice, and when Equius' thumb brushes against one of her horns she makes a small noise of surprise. She unconsciously leans into his hand, her nuzzling stilling for a moment.]
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Is that good?
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It's very good. [Her voice is quiet, almost as if he's afraid that speaking to loudly will ruin the moment. Her eyes open and she takes the moment to look at her moirail. Her grey eyes, speckled with bits of green looked into his and she gave him another bump on the nose before gently pressing her lips to his]
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Suddenly, it occurs to him that, this time, he's actually with someone he pities. Every other person he's been with has been a friend, an enemy, or someone he really couldn't care less about. He truly doesn't want her to be hurt, at all, in his hands.
He leans into the kiss, and when she pulls back, he shifts his hand to the back of her neck.]
Bow your head.
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Nepeta places one last kiss to the corner of his mouth before doing as directed, bowing her hair and allowing dark tendrils to obscure her face. Meanwhile she takes the moment to start exploring him, running her hands down his chest slowly, as if she's trying to commit every muscle and contour to memory by touch. She traces his sign lightly with her fingers, before continuing on.]
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He shivers a little at the touch of her hands, but leans closer and mouths over one of her thick, short horns, swirling his tongue over the hard keratin.]
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Green suffused her cheeks and she could feel a warmth building between her legs.]
Mmm..mmn.
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After a few more moments, he draws back]
You can...do whatever you like, too.
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At Equius' encouragement the olive troll lifted her head to smile at him, before ducking it once more, this time to press more kisses against his neck, brushing her fangs against his skin.
Her hands dropped to the hem of his shirt]
Can I..? [The question is murmured against his skin. He may have already given her free reign, but she still wants to be certain and only idly tugged it upwards.]
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May I. [She corrected herself, after stifling some laughter.
The attention he gives to her ear elicits a small purring noise from her, but now that she has been given the go ahead she pulls away. Her hands sneak underneath his shirt, warm and caressing. Once they reach up to his shoulders, shirt hitched up by her wrists, she moves to pull it off completely.]
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As he does so, he kisses her lightly on the cheek]
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Instead she takes a moment to slide Equius' shades up so they rested on his head, allowing her to see his eyes.]
Much better.
[Nepeta liked to think she was able to gauge Equius' feelings even without being able to see his eyes, but it was still nice to. Especially when they were so pretty. It really did strike her in this moment just how attractive her moirail was. Things she had always admired about him--his strength, his physique, yet that gentleness and understanding took on such a different light.
Her hands, warm and slightly roughened by labor which hadn't ceased in their exploration or caresses now dipped down farther to press against the crotch of his pants]
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I'm glad you approve.
[He lifts a hand to cup her breast, swallowing hard as she caresses him between his legs]
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The hand to her breast makes her bloodpusher skip faster and she unconsciously leans into it, wanting to feel more. Her arousal is making her panties stick to her nook in a way that's beginning to feel uncomfortable but she ignores it for the time being.
Her fingers now travel back up to the hem of Equius' pants, this time slipping underneath them in a deliberately slow manner. She's still a little uncertain of what is and isn't okay to do]
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[The word escapes as just a tiny bit more than a breath as her fingers slide into his pants. His bulge reacts immediately to the lightest touch, and coils around her fingers eagerly. Equius might be schoolfeeding Nepeta right now, but he always reacts to touch with enthusiasm, likely because he was so starved from it for the majority of his life.
His fingers squeeze her breast tighter, as if to encourage sweet ambrosial liquid to come forth, but nothing comes. Still, he bends down a bit and suckles at the nipple, lapping at the sensitive nub with his tongue]
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Yet she experiments, running her fingers along its underside when she could, pinching the very tip of it where it was smallest, all the while very carefully noting his reactions.
Or at the very least trying to. It was difficult to when he was inciting such sensations in her. She mewls, arching her back when his warm tongue passes over her nipple.]
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All this is muffled against her breast as he likewise listens closely to her responses and tailors the movements of his mouth to that. Cautiously, he adds a bit of teeth, the points digging into her skin, though not enough to draw blood. He enjoys pain quite a bit when paired with pleasure, does she as well?]